the inner calm and outward strength and fear
to prune off the wild shoots and tear back out the seed
beware, the hope , the fear besides like much insight beliefs
Inside i savagely cry when she said 'destroy everything'


is shattered in a hate-filled frenzy And now flames
leap toward the skies as hate sets fire to me
-
The place is a raging inferno and blackened by the flames
to be haunted by the shadow of guilt will it achieve

the inner calm and outward strength and fear
to prune off the wild shoots and tear back out the seed
beware, the hope , the fear besides like much insight beliefs
Inside i savagely cry when she said 'destroy everything'

aaah

that lick at them humanity is a scene of utter destruction eu

as well as mercy and hate are gone ,the fear of doing injustice,
Miserable and degenerate fear! that served as hope and segregation


The more I tried to achieve clarity
on the monstrous event in this hour,
the more the shame of loss and disgrace

burned my brow What was all the pain?
in my eyes compared to this misery?
There followed terrible days even worse ?
nights-Iknew that all was losttttt ?

Only fools, liars, criminals
could hope in the mercy of the evil
In these nights hatred grew in me

burned my brow What was all the pain?
in my eyes compared to this misery?
There followed terrible days even worse ?
nights-Iknew that all was lost ?



about themselves, situations , and the future
Trapped in their pessimism, they brood/obsess
over their problems and blow them out ooof
life

euh

Feeling hopeless and helpless,
suicide as their only way
The grief, sadness and despair
dramatic changes,undesirable lossssss

many try to deny reality, some become angry, some try to negotiate,
a few fall into depression !!!

The whole thing seemed to me so monstrous,
for those responsible for this judgment

Feeling hopeless and helpless,
suicide as their only way
The grief, sadness and despair
dramatic changes,undesirable loss