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Far better than foolish humans did the Almighty understand the dangers inherent when people that believed the land belonged to him to be given free no! those who seek hope above all, it tears away every firm ground Those who claim to have solutions are contradicted almost later. For how can I bear to see disaster fall on my people? “The future has no future” is the wisdom of an age that, for all its appearance of perfect normalcy, has reached the level of consciousness of the first punks. what more is believed to be right, this is the art of falling down For how can I endure to see the evil come unto my people? Every defeat can become the father of a subsequent victory every lost war the cause of a later resurgence and from every oppression the forces for a new spiritual rebirth can come as long as the blood is preserved pure has reached the level of consciousness of the first punks. what more believed to be right, this is the art of falling down For how can I endure to see the evil come unto my people? Fate itself now seemed to give me a hint shall i go into the reasons closely ?

like neither heat or cold meals had lost much their taste that body felt so numb , so nummmb ! No matter whether depression attributed to the soul or the brain in both cases it is disconnected and visible in expression as long as they hate often as bodily tokens as predicted as the fate --- as the true heir of the soul there was no hollow space In depression, this attunement fails, and the lived body, as it were, shrinks to the boundaries of the dead It has been like this, and it will stay hxxx like this forever — to remember or hope for anything different is deception long path is mostly identified with his present state of bodily constriction n' decay, As such, they are not only felt from the inside, but also displayed may let others appear as fakes or actors who are part of an illusionary theatre in delusional depression when feelings dead ---- and in the utter isolation , an almost endless time As I lay in the field hospital at my mind a miserable stuff was useless, even harmful in fact of the self that can no longer be transcended Depressive delusion is rooted in the loss of pain (solo) the masters of illogic who call for a "solution" pressure can overcome the power of desire

the inner calm and outward strength and fear to prune off the wild shoots and tear back out the seed beware, the hope , the fear besides like much insight beliefs Inside i savagely cry when she said 'destroy everything' is shattered in a hate-filled frenzy And now flames leap toward the skies as hate sets fire to me - The place is a raging inferno and blackened by the flames to be haunted by the shadow of guilt will it achieve the inner calm and outward strength and fear to prune off the wild shoots and tear back out the seed beware, the hope , the fear besides like much insight beliefs Inside i savagely cry when she said 'destroy everything' aaah that lick at them humanity is a scene of utter destruction eu as well as mercy and hate are gone ,the fear of doing injustice, Miserable and degenerate fear! that served as hope and segregation The more I tried to achieve clarity on the monstrous event in this hour, the more the shame of loss and disgrace burned my brow What was all the pain? in my eyes compared to this misery? There followed terrible days even worse ? nights-Iknew that all was losttttt ? Only fools, liars, criminals could hope in the mercy of the evil In these nights hatred grew in me burned my brow What was all the pain? in my eyes compared to this misery? There followed terrible days even worse ? nights-Iknew that all was lost ? about themselves, situations , and the future Trapped in their pessimism, they brood/obsess over their problems and blow them out ooof life euh Feeling hopeless and helpless, suicide as their only way The grief, sadness and despair dramatic changes,undesirable lossssss many try to deny reality, some become angry, some try to negotiate, a few fall into depression !!! The whole thing seemed to me so monstrous, for those responsible for this judgment Feeling hopeless and helpless, suicide as their only way The grief, sadness and despair dramatic changes,undesirable loss

the moon has been falling through the ether with bleed O'humans beware the calling of master who's god indeed no sun , aint mercy can save us from the wind of a grievious pain mankind whose never been chosen for hope of god's flare spoken was a lie ! was a lie ! There is only emptiness around me it fills the space between me and my convictions there is an abyss in between there is an endless time indeed was a lie ! was a lie ! But what looks like normal life reality is not I found myself on the other side And now I realized what the cause of my death I had died, died , dieeeed ! but God had removed death from my awareness There is only emptiness around me it fills the space between me and my convictions there is an abyss in between there is an endless time indeed was a lie ! was a lie ! -to remember or hope for anything ---different is deception- There is only emptiness around me it fills the space between me and my convictions there is an abyss in between there is an endless time indeed was a lie ! was a lie ! -to remember or hope for anything ---different is deception- A harsher punishment can hardly be imagined you are in a hell that resembles in all details the world you had lived in the life after death u feel the darkness spred therein y god ? y?? y!!!! If he should be exterminated , then the dark shroud of a new evil era would enfold the earth and thus God lets you see and feel that you have made nothing of your life nothing at all

the basis on which alone culture can arise is lacking its ultimate goal is the victory of a' predicted winter ' Gradually it becomes the leader of a hopless war, its desires, not the salvation of a nation, but its destruction. the deepest knowledge! The purest idealism! lead to massive death for the reckless acts The greatest enemies the finest of arts with the lust for murder burning in their eyes If the struggle for a philosophy is not led by heroes prepared to make sacrifices, there will, in a short time, cease to be any warriors willing to die Now there is no hope left, but i still fight alone the deepest knowledge! The purest idealism! lead to massive death for the reckless acts The greatest enemies the finest of arts with the lust for murder burning in their eyes euh ! In the name of freedom, we shall give our lives ahh But now the time had come i'm fighting for my own existence , why i cannot have much left over for my destiny? (SOLO)